Visualize yourself at the highest level you can imagine then show up as her. Do it for you. Do it for yourself. Don’t you want to see yourself do well? It will make you happy to see you doing well. When you focus on your goals and the good that comes from your steps forward, you will be appreciative of yourself. You are the light in the room. What you think is what you will become. Think of things that your heart desires. You have a great imagination and you create great amazing art. You got this. Live this life to the fullest.